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[17 Feb 2006|10:04pm]
I have a billion things racing in my mind right now that i need to write down. I'm going to bust out my journal and just write everything thats happened in the last year. It's hard when you feel like you've been doing something wrong but cant exactly figure out why or how it happened. i want to get some things in my life figured out. i felt complete and happy about half a year ago and all these events started happening and the hole it left hasnt filled all the way in just yet. seriously if you watch a good movie and you can relate to it it will really make you think about your life. its sucks if you hurt someone who you care about so much and dont know what the hell is wrong with you and how you could possibly do that to someone and risk everything.

you might have just read this and been like what the hell is he talking about and i can understand that because it probably wont make that much sense to that many people.

i know what i have to do and i have to start now.
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ill write to get it off my chest [04 Feb 2006|09:47pm]
where to begin
tomorrows the superbowl which is crazy. you have to give the seahawks credit for making it this far.

why cant i do my homework these days? i mean i do it but usually not until school the next day. i dont know. i have good grades still so thats good. haha

everyones so busy these days its insane. i really miss billy sono. its been way to long to not play my guitar and all that stuff. once soccer begins the end of this month im going to be so excited but im not going to have time for myself for a while. practices and games again which i cant wait this year and hope alot more people show up.

ok i feel kind of sick off to bed.
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[31 Jan 2006|11:25pm]
Last day of PE ever!! ahhh
well unless i chose it as an elective

off to history of popular music with evan coleman hahaha
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[26 Jan 2006|07:27pm]
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

i just want to see them again. they need to come back soon.
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[26 Jan 2006|03:11pm]
Last night the coldplay concert was AMAZING. They are really really good. It made me really think about alot whats been going on. But anyways Zack touched Chris Martin which was pretty exciting.

Went to Dicks before and after the concert with lara which was really good. Came home around 12:30.

I just really want this month to end. Next fridays a half day and that mondays a day off. Mid winter break is coming up. I need to sometime soon go take my drivers tests and soccer tryouts are starting on Feb. 27th.

I say really alot. oh well
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[29 Nov 2005|02:31pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I finally got my braces off today.

Goodbye to them. It was a long 15 months.

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[27 Oct 2005|02:53pm]
[ mood | worried ]

yesterday was the weezer concert that i went to with lara and i thought was REALLY GOOD. i think rivers was drunk or something. he was acting really different since the last time i saw him.

i just realized halloweens really soon.

tomorrow i cant decide wether to go see heavy heavy lo lo with shaun or go to the football game

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[07 Sep 2005|05:04pm]
well today being back was alright i guess. my classes are kind of weird but oh well what can i do.

i dont have a third period class right now really cause i was kicked out of weight training because of to many people.

how long is it till winter break???
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[23 Aug 2005|11:19pm]
You can't resist her
She's in your bones
She is your marrow
And your ride home
You can't avoid her
She's in the air (in the air)
In between molecules
Of oxygen and carbon dioxide

Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers
But when we wake
It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams

This is a good long song to listen to
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[09 Aug 2005|02:13pm]
durka durka durka
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[07 Aug 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so last week was pretty interesting and probably the worst week ever but things are actually kind of getting better in some ways. this weekend at my cabin was wonderful. it felt so good to get away. its really weird cause right now i still feel like im moving on a boat. i need to start writing songs again and getting something going with lester so we can play some shows soon.

i really want things to go back to how im used to them but i guess ill just have to make the best of everything right now.

anyone going to a show soon? cause i really want to go to one

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[07 Jul 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

i need to do something exciting, or just get out of the house.
i havent really been on a vacation for a long time.

3 weeks is way to long for u to be gone.......

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i want to fly [25 Jun 2005|11:25pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i wish i could fly, seriously the more i think about it the more i want to. it makes perfect sense. i could go anywhere i want. no questions about it. i could be able to visit whoever and never be stuck in traffic. i could poop on people. get naked and no one could get me because i'd be to fast.

first thing i do in heaven( i have to be a good boy )

im flying

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schools out [17 Jun 2005|05:09pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

we are finally done

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[06 Jun 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So i think the benefit went well.

These two weeks r going to suck. finals, tests, homework. i found out after not playing soccer for two weeks i got fat and cant run as fast anymore which means extra training for me! oh goody.

Seriously whats the point right now. Can't wait till school gets out! but july is going to suck.

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This week must end! [24 May 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

So i dont want to be mean but seriously im being stocked by the football coaches. " So why havent u signed up, WUT DO U MEAN U DONT WANT TO PLAY!!!"
everyday! i need to hide from them now.

So memorial day weekend will be so sweet. Wakeboarding, hanging out with the family, getting a tan for my white body, hanging out with lara and whoever else is coming, Lester? Alyssa? anyone else???

I need to get caught up on my sleep. I havent had a good sleep in 4 days now and counting.

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[19 May 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

This rain is constantly going! i never know when to go outside or stay in!
it better not do this memorial day weekend!!

anyone feel a little overworked lately??

So today Mr.Hannika asked me why im not on the football camp list and so i told him i wasnt going to play and he threatened me that if i dont he'll screw up my transcript so im a thirty year old sophmore. haha great man. im still not going to play. they can't make me!!!!

tomorrow is friday.

bis bald mein kollegen!

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[15 May 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So today i got confirmed!! I'm so glad its over finally. all these days leading up to it and now its done.
got some pretty sweet things like alot of money and a fridge!! haha

now it just seems that summers just around the corner!!

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[27 Apr 2005|06:05pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Three years of waiting will now come down to this day.
Weezer is in town and i shall go listen to the wonders they make!

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Back home [17 Apr 2005|03:13pm]
[ mood | blank ]

So spring break went well.
I had alot of fun up at my cabin. Lara came up and kept me company. Our boat though like didnt work or something i dont know so i didnt get to wakeboard which was fine because it rained like everyday...... uhhh

school sucks so bad. i dont want to go testing... damn u ITBS

i dont know wut to do today. weezers in like 10 days and i dont have a ticket.


i wish i was famous.then i could miss school have lots of money go somewhere really nice really fast with my private jet and do wutever.
that would be great.

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